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TRANSCRIPT: Listen to Your Intuition — It Can Help You Navigate the Future: Hrund Gunnsteinsdóttir

Read the full transcript of filmmaker and sustainability leader Hrund Gunnsteinsdóttir’s talk titled “Listen to Your Intuition — It Can Help You Navigate the Future” at TEDCountdown@BloombergGreenFestival on July 12, 2024.

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TRANSCRIPT:

The Burden of Overwhelm

HRUND GUNNSTEINSDÓTTIR: You all know that feeling, that sense of overwhelm when confronted with an urgent task, thinking if I only try better, work harder and you put yourself aside time and time again because there are bigger things to think about.

When I started working for the United Nations just after the war in Kosovo, it felt like walking into an open wound, and I was determined to give it all I had, knowing that the people who had suffered war were my priority, while my own well-being was not.

In early 2002, when I was traveling for work from Kosovo to Kazakhstan, I felt this terrible pain and I started to bleed. I didn’t think much of it. I just took painkillers and continued with work. It was only years later that I realized I’d had a miscarriage, and instead of this being a wake-up call, I just kept plowing on, deepening my disconnection with my body and my emotions.

Disillusionment and Change

Soon after, I was in the unique position of having a guaranteed job at the UN for life, which had been a dream of mine. But at the UN in Geneva, the heavy bureaucracy and hierarchy felt all-consuming. My sense of purpose got weaker, and I felt increasingly out of touch with the living world.

So I left my job at the UN, thinking we are serving system instead of serving people and the planet. And I thought something needed to change inside me. And I also felt our systems were out of sync.