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Tour Live in Omaha: A Night to Change Your Life – Dr. Jordan B. Peterson (Transcript)

Read the full transcript of Dr. Jordan B. Peterson’s lecture at from Omaha, Nebraska, on October 21st, 2024.

The Necessity of Sacrifice in Devotion

DR. JORDAN B. PETERSON: Thank you, everyone. So imagine that if you have the ambitions to accomplish something, that you have to be devoted to it. You have to concentrate on it. You have to attend to it. You have to make it a priority.

And what that means is that other concerns, other things you could attend to, other destinations towards which you might direct your actions, you have to sacrifice those to that thing you’re devoted to. If you marry someone, you declare your devotion to them. You put them above all other men or women. You sacrifice the relationship you could have with all other men or women to that person. You put them at the pinnacle of the hierarchy of your relationships, and you do that when you start a new business or when you take on a new job.

If you are in it wholeheartedly, if you’re in it in the manner that would most assure your success, you devote yourself to it, and you make the relevant sacrifices. Now imagine that as you go through your life, you prioritize one thing, and then perhaps that comes to its conclusion, and then you prioritize another thing. Or perhaps while you’re prioritizing one thing, as you move towards it, your understanding of where you’re heading transforms, and so your direction shifts. And imagine you repeat that continually, and you do that in good faith, and you continue to pursue your object of devotion. But you observe that what it is that you’re aiming for transforms across time.

Now that doesn’t mean that the things you were aiming for along the way were improper, although it does suggest that as you move towards your destination, your understanding of the nature of that destination transforms as you accrue wisdom as you move forward.

Tolstoy’s Vision: Suspended Above the Abyss

I remember reading the autobiography of Leo Tolstoy called Confessions. Tolstoy, at the height of his fame, he was the most well known author in the world and a master of literature on par with Shakespeare. He was an aristocrat in czarist Russia with immense estates. He had a large family.

In many ways, he had everything, even by his own admission, that he could possibly ask for, and he was desperately unhappy and suicidal. He sometimes when he was walking on his estates, he would carry a rope with him on the off chance that he would finally make the decision to hang himself from a rafter. And during that time of immense fame and productivity and abundant life and his associated descent into despair, he was searching and wrestling, wrestling with God, you might say, wrestling to understand the meaning of his life, to understand his despair in the face of everything that had been granted to him.

Tolstoy’s attention turned more to religious matters as he became older, but he ends his book, the Confessions, very short book. It’s very much worth reading, with a vision, a dream.

He had a dream, and he dreamt that he was suspended in midair. And when he looked down, there was an abyss of infinite depth beneath him. And to be suspended in midair with an abyss of infinite depth beneath you is a daunting experience, and you can understand that experience. It doesn’t take much literary analysis to comprehend the meaning of that vision. It means that when any of us look down, we can see the abyss in front of us, and we can easily become, we can easily despair in consequence of that sense of vertigo that the unknown spread out in front of us might produce.

But then he looked up, and what he saw was he realized that he was suspended by a rope above this abyss and that the rope extended upward farther than he could see. So the rope above him extended into the infinite space above as far up as the abyss below him reached down. And then he woke up, and that is the end of his book. And he understood that something invisible and transcendent supports us above the abyss that extends below us. But the book ends there, and the reader is left with some resolution of the problem that Tolstoy was facing, but with no real explanation.

The resolution was the hypothesis put forward in the dream image that we’re suspended by something that supports us above everything that threatens us. But what supports us? What is the nature of what supports us?

The Transcendent Nature of Ultimate Value

So one of the things you want to understand about the way that that which should be put in the highest place is characterized in the Judeo-Christian tradition, is that in the final analysis, whatever God is, whatever is to be put in the highest place, whatever is transcendent, is outside of time and space. It’s not to be found within the confines of anything that presents itself immediately to us, and that in the final analysis, its nature transcends our understanding.

And so that begs the question, first, does something like that exist? And second, if it does exist, yet it’s incomprehensible, ineffable, and transcendent, how are we to understand it, and what is the nature of our relationship to it?

So imagine that you’re devoted to something, and you pursue it. And as you pursue it, your understanding of what it is that you should be devoted to transforms and broadens. So what that implies is that what’s good and motivating calls you as that which grips your attention and motivates you.

But as you approach that destination and become wiser in consequence, your understanding of where you’re headed broadens and deepens or becomes higher and more significant. So then you could posit that behind the things that call you is that which calls to you as such, which makes itself manifest as you approach it, but continually recedes.

The Endless Ascent of Mountains

So the idea would be, well, there’s always another mountain to climb, and that there’s a sequence of mountains that never end and that the peak of each successive mountain is higher than the peak of the mountain previously and that the ultimate destination is the vanishing point of all those peaks.