Full transcript of leadership educator Drew Dudley’s TEDx Talk: Leading with Lollipops at TEDxToronto conference.
Listen to the MP3 Audio here: Drew Dudley on Leading with Lollipops at TEDxToronto
I want to just start by asking everyone in the audience here a question: How many of you are completely comfortable with calling yourselves a leader?
See, I’ve asked that question all the way across the country, and everywhere I ask it, no matter where there’s always a huge portion of the audience that won’t put up their hand. And I’ve come to realize that we have made leadership into something bigger than us. We’ve made it into something beyond us. We’ve made it about changing the world. And we’ve taken this title of leader, and we treat it as if it’s something that one day we’re going to deserve, but to give it to ourselves right now means a level of arrogance or cockiness that we’re not comfortable with.
And I worry sometimes that we spend so much time celebrating amazing things that hardly anybody can do that we’ve convinced ourselves those are the only things worth celebrating, and we start to devalue the things that we can do every day, and we start to take moments where we truly are a leader and we don’t let ourselves take credit for it, and we don’t let ourselves feel good about it.
And I’ve been lucky enough over the last 10 years to work with some amazing people who have helped me redefine leadership in a way that I think has made me happier. And with my short time today, I want to share with you the one story that is probably most responsible for that redefinition.
I went to school in a little school called Mount Allison University in Sackville, New Brunswick, and on my last day there, a girl came up to me and she said, “I remember the first time that I met you.” And then she told me a story that had happened four years earlier.
She said, “On the day before I started university, I was in the hotel room with my mom and my dad, and I was so scared and so convinced that I couldn’t do this, that I wasn’t ready for university, that I burst into tears. And my mom and dad were amazing. They were like, ‘Look, we know you’re scared, but let’s just go tomorrow. Let’s go to the first day, and if at any point you feel as if you can’t do this, that’s fine, just tell us, we will take you home. We love you no matter what.'”
And she says, “I went the next day, and I was standing in line getting ready for registration, and I looked around and I just knew I couldn’t do it. I knew I wasn’t ready. I knew I had to quit.”
And she says, “I made that decision, and as soon as I made it, there was this incredible feeling of peace that came over me. And I turned to my mom and my dad to tell them that we needed to go home, and just at that moment, you came out of the Student Union building wearing the stupidest hat I have ever seen in my life. It was awesome. And you had a big sign promoting Shinerama, which is Students Fighting Cystic Fibrosis,” — a charity I’ve worked with for years — “and you had a bucketful of lollipops. And you were walking along and you were handing the lollipops out to people in line and talking about Shinerama. And all of a sudden, you got to me, and you just stopped, and you stared. It was creepy.”
This girl right here knows exactly what I’m talking about.
“And then you looked at the guy next to me, and you smiled, and you reached in your bucket, you pulled out a lollipop, you held it out to him, and you said, ‘You need to give a lollipop to the beautiful woman standing next to you.'”
And she said, “I have never seen anyone get more embarrassed faster in my life. He turned beet red, and he wouldn’t even look at me. He just kind of held the lollipop out like this. And I felt so bad for this dude that I took the lollipop, and as soon as I did, you got this incredibly severe look on your face and you looked at my mom and my dad, and you said, ‘Look at that. Look at that. First day away from home, and already she’s taking candy from a stranger?!'”
And she said, “Everybody lost it. Twenty feet in every direction, everyone started to howl. And I know this is cheesy, and I don’t know why I’m telling you this, but in that moment when everyone was laughing, I knew that I shouldn’t quit. I knew that I was where I was supposed to be, I knew that I was home, and I haven’t spoken to you once in the four years since that day, but I heard that you were leaving, and I had to come up and tell you that you’ve been an incredibly important person in my life, and I’m going to miss you. Good luck.”
And she walks away, and I’m flattened. And she gets about six feet away, she turns around and smiles, and goes, “You should probably know this, too. I’m still dating that guy four years later.”