Read the full transcript of Emmy Award-winning visionary Sean Kanan’s talk titled “How To Be The Hero Of Your Own Story” at TEDxSouthlake 2025 conference.
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TRANSCRIPT:
The Journey of Unbecoming
SEAN KANAN: In the time we are born, our parents and society push us to become a success, to become a winner, to become someone. But what if this roadmap that we’ve been given is flawed, in fact, leading us in the wrong direction? What if achieving true success and meaningful happiness isn’t about becoming, it’s rather about unbecoming, about rediscovering, reconnecting, and healing our authentic self? Innovating the human experience and transforming the world begins with first transforming our own world.
Easier said than done. In today’s society with so many external distractions like politically divisive 24-hour news cycles and social media noise, and internally we have to deal with the constant monkey chatter in our heads which amplifies doubt and fear. Take a moment. Think about your true identity, who you were before, well, before you became someone that was affected by the external influences. Think back.
Can you remember who you were before you were told who to become? I know I couldn’t remember. But I caught a glimpse of him, Christmas Eve, 1988.
A Life-Changing Moment
While most people were home celebrating with family and friends, I was in a Las Vegas emergency room, bleeding to death. I was 22 years old. For days I’d been ignoring a consistent pain in my upper left thigh, dismissing it as muscle ache. You see, I’d been training relentlessly for my new role in the Karate Kid 3. The pain actually came from internal bleeding dripping on my femoral artery, a result of a stunt that I’d performed. Eventually my blood pressure plummeted, I collapsed, and the paramedics rushed me to the hospital.
There, a nurse informed me that the surgeons would have to operate immediately.
She did this as she handed me a form for me to sign, which acknowledged that I understood the hospital couldn’t guarantee that I would survive the operation. I couldn’t believe this was happening. The pain was starting to become unbearable, I could feel my body getting cold. I could feel myself fading away as they wheeled me into the operating room. One thing became very clear. I was no longer fighting for a role in a film. I was fighting for my life.
I awoke with a 12-inch wound on my abdomen held together by surgical staples. My first thought, my only thought, was what about the film? I didn’t have to wait long. The director’s call came swiftly and with a sobering ultimatum: return to set in two weeks or you’re fired. As I hung up the phone, a bitter thought crossed my mind, welcome to Hollywood, kid.
The Decision That Changed Everything
But in that moment, I was faced with a decision that would affect the rest of my life. Option one, become a victim. Option two, fight with everything I had. I had beaten out literally thousands of other actors to win a role that I knew was not only career-changing, but was life-changing. I decided to fight.
That first day after surgery, it took everything I had to walk 10 feet to the bathroom in my room. I woke up in my bed, collapsed, I was winded and exhausted. The staples, they felt like tiny white hot pokers in my skin. The next day, I pushed myself harder, I walked around the entire hospital floor and then three times the day after that. Eventually, I convinced the hospital staff to discharge me against medical advice and realized how weak I’d become.
I’d gone from 180 pounds of muscle to 155 pounds. If I was going to keep my role in the film, it was up to me to save myself. I was not going to allow this setback to define who I would become. Instead, it was going to reveal who I truly was. Against the odds, I returned to set, I completed the film and I performed all of my own martial arts stunts. I did this because I chose the road less traveled and it made all the difference for a while.
The Wake-Up Call
Fast forward to November 2nd, 2016, my 50th birthday, I had become what I was supposed to become. I was successful, at least outwardly. I was a husband and I was a father, but what I wasn’t was meaningfully happy.
You see, I was 40 pounds overweight, I was struggling to keep a job by the skin of my teeth and I was also struggling with addiction. For years, I had been on autopilot. Instead of focusing on feeling good about myself, I found ways to make myself feel good, chasing material possessions, numbing my feelings with food and alcohol. I felt like a fraud and every time I walked by the mirror, I thought, what now? And the scariest part was that the reflection looking back at me didn’t have any answers.
What happened to that 22-year-old kid who fought to save his own life? What happened to karate’s bad boy? I’d spent decades in Hollywood, the land of make-believe and illusion, chasing an idea of becoming someone that I thought I wanted to become, but in reality, I’d become someone who was more impressed with what other people thought of him than my own character. I’d become someone who placed image above integrity and I’d become someone who relied foolishly and lazily on the gift of talent instead of applying self-discipline and self-sacrifice. I had wandered into a wasteland of mediocrity and I’d become lost.
There are two forces in the universe which bring about true and lasting change in humans, their fear and love.
I was hit by both of them like a lightning bolt the day my wife looked me in the eyes and she said, “I’ve put everything I have into this relationship, my entire heart. Please tell me that I haven’t backed the wrong horse.” Wow. Those words hit me harder than when I was told that I might not survive the surgery. Right then and there, I decided I was going to unbecome the man that I’d become. I was going to save my marriage. I was going to save myself. I’d done it before, but this time was going to be harder, much harder.
At 50 years old, I could no longer rely upon a youthful sense of destiny, but I understood that refusing to unbecome would be more painful than the difficult journey ahead. So I decided, no more waiting for my ship to come in.
I was going to build the damn ship. Eventually, I figured out how. And like most of life’s essential challenges, the solution was simple and not easy.
The first step was identifying the problem, which was my inner critic, that negative voice inside my head. It was running the show. It had taken over control. Defeating our negative critic requires that we understand what its source of power is, which is our history. You see, every time we try something and we don’t succeed right away, and then we categorize that experience as a failure, the inner critic grows stronger. And then the next time we try and step out of our comfort zone, that voice grows louder yet saying, “What if you fail?” Ignore that voice.
Listen to the voice in your soul which says, “What if I fly?” You know, as an actor, if I categorized every audition that I had that didn’t result in a job as a failure, I’d never be able to step foot in another casting director’s office. Instead, I started looking at these experiences as teachers, understanding that just because I didn’t succeed right away didn’t mean that it was a failure. It was simply part of the journey.
Step number two, I became the writer in the story of my life. Rewriting the script meant assuming responsibility and acknowledging that I was not a victim. My old choices had brought me to this place, and my new ones were going to keep me from becoming someone that I was not. Unbecoming also means rewriting our definition of success and meaningful happiness.
Not the definition that we’ve been given, but our definition. Let me tell you what success is not. Success is not the impossible images that we see plastered all over the glossy covers of fashion and fitness magazines. Success is not the constant bombardment of television commercials telling us what we must have if we’re going to be successful. Success is not social influencers parading their extravagant lifestyles on media platforms. As someone that has lived in Hollywood for over 35 years, I can tell you that many of those fabulous lifestyles are cultivated by publicists, by filters, and by Photoshop, not by meaningfully happy people.
Achieving meaningful happiness and reconnecting with your authentic self requires rewriting the past. It requires healing old wounds of the heart and damaging memories of the mind.
It requires nurturing the inner child, which for so many of us has become a vessel of toxic shame and judgment, and what it does is it forms a negative self-image. Neglecting to heal keeps us anchored in the past, and it prevents us from drawing strength and creativity from our inner child. Healing. Healing is not easy. It requires loving a part of ourselves that has seemed unlovable. What I did and what I suggest you do is to find an image that represents your inner child. Connect with it emotionally. Speak to your inner child with empathy. You are cherished. You are needed, but you are not who I am today.
Repeat that over and over again until it starts to sink in, and forgive yourself for the times that you took shelter from the pain and the fear and the helplessness as a young child under the umbrella of victimhood. Remember this. Healing is a process. It takes time. It takes patience.
Step number four. I became the actor in my life, assuming my best role, the role of the hero. This meant taking action. Everything I did became intentional. What I ate, what I drank, what I thought, what I did, how I treated others, and how I treated myself. And I asked myself one simple question with everything I did. Is this action moving me closer to my authentic self and the life that I desire, or is it moving me further away?
Reacting like unbecoming requires cultivating the art of listening.
Tune into the voice inside your heart that speaks to your authentic self. Here, here you will learn the secret of life, which is discovering the unique gift that you, that each of us has, that we were born with. Tune into the voice of the universe, which guides you to balance and peace and harmony. Here you will learn the meaning of life, which is sharing that gift, transforming and innovating the world.
The Paradox of Success
Trying to control results, that instigates becoming. But improving the process necessary to achieve results facilitates unbecoming. It’s one of life’s great ironies. If you want results, ignore them. Sounds oxymoronic, doesn’t it? But it’s true. If you want results, ignore them. Focus on the process, the habits, and the actions. You’re probably already doing this right now. Let’s take driving, for example.
I mean, I’m sure we all drive a car pretty much the same way. We don’t grip the steering wheel anxiously saying, “Oh my God, I hope I get there.” Staying in the results, we expect to get there. Why is that? Because we’ve built a bulletproof process for driving. Apply that same psychology to anything you do, any goal. Build a bulletproof process, apply it effectively with consistency, and adjust where necessary.
Eventually I transformed my entire world. I lost more than 50 pounds. I wrote five critically acclaimed books, and I created a television series that won an Emmy. I would trade every single one of those things away if it meant that I had to give up the two most amazing things that I received in my transformation, which was reconnecting with my authentic self and achieving meaningful happiness.
You see, concentrating on results means that you’re thinking about the future. The future is unknown, and humans hate the unknown. It creates anxiety, and what that does is it diverts energy, and it diverts attention from the present. And ultimately, the present is all we truly have.
Conclusion
Life offers no guarantees. None of us know how long we’ll be here for. The most important relationship that you will ever make is with yourself. Isn’t it time you discover who you really are? This journey begins with unbecoming who you’ve become. Transform yourself, and you will transform the world. Thank you.
