Title: How to Become More Confident — Lay Down on the Street for 30sec by Till H. Groß at TEDxDonauinsel – Transcript
Till H. Gross – Founder, Comfort Zone Crusher
In order to start, I have three questions for you. And the first question is, who of you know this feeling? Your heart starts to race, your knees are getting weak, you get this whiff in your stomach, your hands start to sweat, who of you know this? Raise your hand and say yep really loud.
Okay, perfect. Second question: Have you ever been in a situation where you wanted to do something? I don’t know, like walk up to a beautiful girl, in a huge class raise your hand and ask a question, contradict to the authority, whatsoever. But then, you got this feeling of nervous, anxiety and because of this feeling, you didn’t do what you actually wanted to do. Have experienced this? Raise your hand and say, yep really loud.
All right, perfect. So last question: Have you ever experienced this in a situation, wanted to do something, then you’re anxious, scared, whatsoever but you still did it and experienced one of two things: either it was not scary as you thought, or you did it over and over again and at one point you’re not nervous at all anymore. Have experienced this? Raise your hand and say yep really loud.
All right, perfect, because this is exactly the process I will be talking about. Most specifically, my whole talk will revolve around the question on how to become more confident. And most specifically, how to overcome social anxieties, how to stop caring what other people might think about you, and basically, how you can do in your own life what you want to do and not be hold back by few. And even though it’s the beginning of my talk, I already have an answer for you. And the answer to all those questions is: to lay down on the street for 30 seconds. Yes, so obviously there’s a lot more to it. And over the next few minutes, I will tell you the story how I actually arrived at the conclusion. And [to some biggest then], it’s my own story. So it involves my own insecurities, it involves therapy and coaching, happiness and content at the end and, of course, laying down on the street for 30 seconds.
So this story basically begins as far back as I can remember. And I was always kind of like confident, outgoing. I was playing basketball professionally back in high school. So [inaudible] 16, so every weekend go into clubs and parties and so on. All my friends are also professional basketball players, so in high school I was hanging out with the cool kids. And others would definitely also describe me as confident, outgoing.
But how I felt in the inside was often pretty different. So there were like a handful of situations where I would get really nervous or even insecure and especially on people who were cooler than me, smarter than me, more successful and so on. I would get shy and even insecure. And this was because there was a huge fear of rejection, huge fear of not being cool, of being exposed as weak.
And this kind of fear led to two types of behavior. On the one hand, avoidance — often avoid a situation where I might appear uncool. For example, I would be invited to a big party and I didn’t know anybody, I wouldn’t go in it, because they might pop up the situation, withstand over myself for like a minute or two, talk to nobody and people would look at me and think, hey, this guy is uncool. Nobody talks to him. Or what I would do is drag my friends along, so I always had somebody to talk to the whole event.
The second kind of behavior was — I was looking for approval. So if there was a cooler guy around, I often tried to behave in a way that he appreciated, so he will approve of me and say, okay, he is cool as well. What this meant was that I often would engage in behaviors I myself didn’t think were good or right. But, you know, I was in high school, I was a teenager. So confronting the thing would also involve admitting it, so I didn’t do any kind of like drag along this whole thing.
After high school, I quit playing basketball because I broke my arm, I couldn’t play anymore. And then I started to get into psychotherapy and coaching because I was kind of interested in it. And when I was playing basketball I learned, if you want to become really good in something, what should you do? You should try to learn from the best. So I applied this lesson that I learned in basketball to psychotherapy and coaching. So I went through whole Europe and tried to learn from the best psychotherapists and coaches.