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Food and Shame: Reclaiming Vanishing Diets: Aparna Pallavi (Transcript)

Full text of food researcher Aparna Pallavi’s talk: Food and Shame: Reclaiming Vanishing Diets at TEDxCapeTownWomen conference. In this talk, she explores what foods our ancestors actually loved to eat and why they are vanishing from our plates.

TRANSCRIPT:

Aparna Pallavi – Food researcher

Last year, I was living with this indigenous family in India.

One afternoon, the young son was eating, and at the sight of me, he quickly hid his curry behind his back. It took a lot of persuasion to get him to show me what he was eating.

It turned out to be moth larvae, a traditional delicacy with the Madia indigenous people.

I cried, “Oh my God, you’re eating these! I hope there’s a little left for me!” I saw disbelief in the boy’s eyes.

“You … eat these?”

“I love these,” I replied.

I could see he did not trust me one bit. How could an urban, educated woman like the same food as him?

Later, I broached the subject with his father, and it turned out to be a mighty touchy affair. He said things like, “Oh, only this son of mine likes to eat it. We tell him, ‘Give it up. It’s bad.’ He doesn’t listen, you see. We gave up eating all this ages back.”

“Why?” I asked. “This is your traditional food. It is available in your environment, it is nutritious, and — I can vouch for it — delicious. Why is it wrong to eat it?”

The man fell silent.

I asked, “Have you been told that your food is bad, that to eat it is backward, not civilized?”

He nodded silently.

This was one of the many, many times in my work with indigenous people in India that I witnessed shame around food, shame that the food you love to eat, the food that has been eaten for generations, is somehow inferior, even subhuman.

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And this shame is not limited to out-of-the-way, icky foods like insects or rats, maybe, but extends to regular foods: wild vegetables, mushrooms, flowers — basically, anything that is foraged rather than cultivated.

In indigenous India, this shame is omnipresent. Anything can trigger it. One upper-caste vegetarian schoolmaster gets appointed in a school, within weeks children are telling their parents it’s yucky to eat crabs or sinful to eat meat.

A government nutrition program serves fluffy white rice, now no one wants to eat red rice or millets. A nonprofit reaches this village with an ideal diet chart for pregnant women. There you go. All the expectant mothers are feeling sad that they cannot afford apples and crepes.

And people just kind of forget the fruits that can be picked off the forest floor. Health workers, religious missionaries, random government employees and even their own educated children are literally shouting it down at the indigenous people that their food is not good enough, not civilized enough.

And so food keeps disappearing, a little bit at a time.

I’m wondering if you all have ever considered whether your communities would have a similar history around food. If you were to talk to your 90-year-old grandmother, would she talk about foods that you have never seen or heard of?

Are you aware how much of your community’s food is no longer available to you?

Local experts tell me that the South African food economy is now entirely based on imported foods. Corn has become the staple, while the local sorghum, millets, bulbs and tubers are all gone. So are the wild legumes and vegetables, while people eat potatoes and onions, cabbages and carrots.

In my country, this loss of food is colossal. Indigenous India used to have up to 18 different millets. Modern India is stuck with rice, wheat and diabetes. From some 500 or odd varieties of legumes, we are now down to maybe 15.

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Hundreds of varieties of fruits and vegetables were there for the indigenous to feast on, now the markets have maybe a handful. And we have totally forgotten foods like huge varieties of tubers, tree saps, fish, shellfish, oil seeds, mollusks, mushrooms, insects, small, nonendangered animal meats, all of which used to be available right within our surroundings.

So where has this food gone?

Why are our modern food baskets so narrow?

We could talk about the complex political economic and ecological reasons. But I am here to talk about this more human phenomenon of shame, because shame is the crucial point at which food actually disappears off your plate.

What does shame do? Shame makes you feel small, sad, not worthy, subhuman. Shame creates a cognitive dissonance. It distorts food stories.

Let us take this example. How would you like to have a wonderful, versatile staple that is available abundantly in your environment? All you have to do is gather it, dry it, store it, and you have it for your whole year to cook as many different kinds of dishes as you want with it.

India had just such a food, called “mahua,” this flower over there. And I have been researching this food for the past three years now. It is known to be highly nutritious in indigenous tradition and in scientific knowledge.

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