Jesse Vaughan – TRANSCRIPT
I love directing. It makes me relive. Not for the reasons most people think but for deeper, more profound reasons, reasons that relate to life and all its complexities.
When an actor walks onto a set, they’re handed a document, a script, something that a writer has worked painstakingly to make sure that the story structure and the dialogue in that script are as close to perfect as they possibly can get it.
And so, when the director hands that script to an actor, they expect that actor to deliver those lines as written, and when they don’t, this is what potentially happens: the story may not make sense because the character is not tracking, and the director is concerned; concerned about the audience because they may get confused. And this is why I love directing because it offers me an opportunity to reconsider life from the director’s chair, because to me, movies are an allegory to life, and this is why, on a set, a director has an actor do their lines over and over and over and over again from every possible angle until they get it right. And then we move on to the next scene.
Is it not how life is? We seem to be going through the same thing over and over and over and over again until we get our lesson right. And then we can move on to our next scene or our next lesson, and sometimes, we miss our marks. You see, on a movie set, there are marks on the floor, and these marks are designed for an actor to recite their lines for the cameraman, for continuity, for sound, and even for other actors so they don’t stumble over each other. But sometimes, an actor will say, “I’m not standing there. I’m standing over here.” The director says, “But you can’t stand over there because it took us two hours to set that light up there, that key light that makes you beautiful and look like a star.”
Actor might say, “I’m not standing there. I’m standing here.”
“But you can’t stand there because you’re standing in the dark.” And this is why I love directing, because it makes me reconsider Shakespeare, who said, “Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow creeps in this petty pace from day to day to the last syllable of recorded time; and all our yesterdays have lighted fools, the way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle! Life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player, that struts and frets his hour upon the stage, and then is heard no more. It is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.” I love that quote from Shakespeare, because he’s calling all of us idiots.
I’m an idiot. Why? How many times in my life have I had a chance to play out my role, my scene, but I chose to fluff my lines because I didn’t do the right thing, and there was this inner voice of direction that was guiding me, telling me what was right and wrong but I chose to do wrong.
I’m an idiot Why? Because sometimes, I miss my marks in life, and I choose to stand in the dark instead of standing in the light. And this is why I love directing; because it gives me a chance to reframe my life, it gives me a chance to reframe my life to consider that it’s better to hit my marks, it’s better to stand in the light and not in the dark, and it makes me reconsider Shakespeare when he gives us the answer, when he says, “To thine own self be true,” and as a filmmaker, I say to myself, “Yeah. To thine own self be true,” because I’ve come to realize that life is a hero’s journey.
And who is that hero? That hero is you. That hero is me. Because most Hollywood films are really based on your psychological inheritance and your emotional coefficient. They know all about you, because every film, basically, says the same thing: there’s a call to adventure, a goal, a through line where the character is after something. Just like in your life, and then, someone comes along, and they say, “I’m going to stop you.” And you have to fight them or whatever level you have to fight them to get to the one thing that we’d find in 95% of all Hollywood movies, it’s the thing that connects us all.
It’s the one common denominator that connects us all. Forget about your color, forget about your creed, forget about your gender, forget about your politics; there’s one common denominator that connects every single person in this room, and it’s really simple, and Hollywood knows it: you want a happy ending. You see, because filmmaking, movies, are based on a story structure. We don’t call it a formula, we call it story structure. And it actually comes from Greek mythology.