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I did. I left the internet for an entire year. I was 26 years old and it was May 1st 2012 and I pulled the plug and there were a lot of reasons. But the main reason was probably that I was 26 years old and, you know, I had to have life figured out and I was really overwhelmed. It was a bit of a crisis and it just felt like everything was too much and I could not win and the internet kept on coming, and there’s more emails, you can’t — you can’t win against your email inbox because the moment you hit archive on the very last one you’re going to get a new email. And you can’t win on Twitter because there’s so much – there’s so much Justin Bieber to talk about and there is just — I just felt this in a really overwhelming, very personal way that the Internet was sort of defeating me and suppressing me.
Of course, all my entire life with, it’s the Internet. I was 12 years old when I started using Internet and I could track with sickness and I’ve probably used the Internet for the majority of my waking hours since then. I was a web designer as a teenager. I started writing about technology as a journalist when I was about 20. And so it’s all I’ve ever really known, I don’t know what life is like without the internet, without being constantly connected, without email inbox. I do remember time before Twitter but this is really hazy.
And so I also have this desire to get some stuff done. I wanted to do some personal study, some reading. I had some writing projects that I was putting off and I figured, if I quit the Internet, which is using all of my time, I would have unlimited free time to accomplish the things that I desired to accomplish. And so I quit the Internet.
And the question that I was kind of asking beyond just my personal goals was: how does the internet use me and how do I use the Internet? And it’s, you know, at what point are my decisions and my goals dictating my behavior on the internet and what point are the apps and the people and the processes and just how the internet is the medium itself, how’s that dictating my behavior and how’s that changing my behavior?
In the mid ‘90s, Nicholas Negroponte who is the Founder of Wired Magazine and the MIT Media Lab, he wrote – that was very early at this point – so the web surfing isn’t really — it’s kind of a fad, we can’t keep this up. This isn’t really how life gets done. Pretty soon there’s going to be bots and they’ll go out on the Internet for you and they’ll find all of the information and you can get back to being a productive adult and maybe the kids will have time to surf the internet. But that’s not going to be us. We can’t do that, we’re productive members of society. And he was totally wrong with the internet for surfing, that’s what we do when we’re using the Internet.
But in a sense he was right that except for a select few people and I know I’m not included in this, when I’m using the Internet outside of a little bit of research, I’m not really typically being productive, at least that’s how I felt. I wasn’t accomplishing the things, like I said I wanted to write, I wanted to read and I wasn’t really accomplishing those things when I was clicking on links, when I was tweeting, when I was on Reddit. When I was absorbing this vast amazing incredible sea of information, I was more often than not being distracted by it instead of built up by it and I didn’t feel like I was being productive. I wish there was those bots that used the Internet for me, so I didn’t have to use it.