Full text of relationship expert Shasta Nelson’s talk: Frientimacy: The 3 Requirements of All Healthy Friendships at TEDxLaSierraUniversity conference.
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Our world is fractured by an epidemic of loneliness. And I’m not so worried about the stereotypical recluses and hermits that we kind of tend to picture when we, you know, think of that word.
I am more worried about the vast majority of us in this room who are lonely and don’t acknowledge it, who may not even recognize it in our lives.
You know, we often think, “I can’t be lonely. I know more people than I can keep in touch with.” And yet we report feeling largely unknown.
We know more people than any time in history, and yet we feel very much like we have nobody to confide in. Our social networks just keep growing and growing and growing, and yet so too do our doubts about whether we actually have a safety net and who would be in it should we need it.
Modern-day loneliness is not because we need to interact more; it’s because we need more intimacy.
Case in point, one of my moments of loneliness, I was actually hanging out with five of my closest friends, and we had met on a weekly basis, we had taken a few weeks off for the holiday vacation. And we were coming back together and decided to go around the circle and each give a little update on what life had looked like in the last month.
And so when it got to the fourth person, the one right before my turn, she said something that reminded somebody of something they had read, which reminded that person of something that their sister had said over the holiday, and you know where this is going — the train left the station, and I had not shared.
And I remember thinking, “Any minute now, one of them is going to say, ‘Oh wait, we should get back to the sharing so we can hear about Shasta’s holiday.'” Nope.
And then somebody looked at their watch, and said, “Oh, I didn’t realize the time. I need to go.”
I said, “Oh, they’re going to feel so bad when one of them realizes like ‘Wait, we haven’t heard from Shasta yet.'”
And they, one by one, hugged me, and we all said goodbye, and we left.
And I got in my car, and I was driving away from time with friends, and I have this little, I don’t know — you have this? I have a two-year-old bratty voice in my head. She’s got pigtails and she was like all huffy and puffy and was like, “I can’t believe it. Seriously, you’re the one that’s facilitating sharing time, and then they don’t even want to hear from you? You need better friends.”
I had friends. My loneliness wasn’t from lack of friendships; my loneliness was because I didn’t feel seen. And “frientimacy,” the closest relationship we have — “friendship intimacy” — is where two people both feel seen in a safe and satisfying way. I did not feel that, and I am not alone.
When I asked over 6,000 people in the last couple of years, “How fulfilling are your friendships on a scale of one to ten, with ten being the most satisfying, how close do you feel with your friends?”
Think about that number for a second. On any of my surveys, anywhere between 50% to 70% of us score a five or below. We are not just leaning toward dissatisfaction with our closest of our relationships; we are two to four times more likely to put a one or a two than we are to say we’re fulfilled with a nine or ten.