Kristin Neff: The Space Between Self-Esteem and Self Compassion at TEDxCentennialParkWomen (Transcript)

But I realized it was exactly what I needed in that difficult moment in my life.

So really from that day forward, I can say I intentionally tried to be more compassionate to myself and it made a huge difference almost immediately. And then luckily, I did get a job. I did two years of postdoctoral study with one of the country’s leading self-esteem researchers. And while working with her I started to realize that self-compassion offered a lot of benefits, the self-esteem didn’t.

All right. So let me start by defining what I mean by self-esteem. Self-esteem is a global evaluation of self-worth, a judgment: am I a good person or am I bad a person? And for many years psychologists really saw self-esteem as the ultimate marker of psychological health. And there’s a reason for that. There’s lots of research that shows if you have low self-esteem, if you hate yourself, you’re going to be depressed, you’re going to be anxious, you’re going to have all sorts of psychological problems. If it gets really bad you might even consider suicide.

However high self-esteem also can be problematic. The problem is not if you have it, it’s how you get it, right? So in American culture to have high self-esteem we have to feel special and above average. OK, if I told anyone of you, your work performance, oh it’s average, or you’re an average mother, or if you told me afterwards that this talk was average, I’d be crashed, right? It’s not OK to be average. It’s considered an insult to be average.

So what’s the problem with that? If all of us have to be above average at the same time, right? Are the words ‘logical impossibility’ springing to mind to you, right? OK, so what happens if we all have to feel above average as we start playing these little games, we start suddenly finding ways to puff ourselves up and to put others down, so you can feel better about ourselves in comparison.

And some people actually take this to an extreme. You may or may not know but there is an epidemic of narcissism in this culture. We’ve been tracking the narcissism levels of college undergraduates for the past 25 years and they are at the highest levels ever recorded. And actually a lot of psychologists believe this is because of the self-esteem movement in the schools.

And there are a lot of nasty social dynamics that can stem from needing to feel better than others to feel good about ourselves. We also have an epidemic of bullying in our culture in our schools. Well, why do kids bully? Why do kids who are forming their sense of self feel they’ve got to bully others? It’s partly to build their own sense of self esteem to feel that they are stronger, more powerful than these other kids that they’re picking on.

Or why are people prejudiced? Why do we feel that our religious group or ethnic group or political party is better than the other group? Partly in order to enhance our own self-esteem.

Another problem with self-esteem is that it’s contingent – it’s contingent on success. We only feel good about ourselves when we succeed in those domains of life that are important to us. Well, what happens when we fail? What happens when we don’t meet our ideal standards? We feel lousy, we feel terrible about ourselves. And for women this is especially hard because what do you think research shows around the world the number one domain in which women invest their self-esteem? Right? Our perception of how attractive we are, and the standards for women are so high — how can we feel above average in looks when looking at all these super models? Even the supermodels feel insecure compared to other supermodels, right?

Very interesting, if you look at this developmentally, around third grade boys and girls both think they’re pretty attractive and they have fairly high levels of self-esteem. And then for boys, about the end of sixth grade, yeah looking pretty good, feeling pretty good. End of high school: looking good, feeling good about myself.

But for girls after third grade, the perception of how attractive they are and therefore their self-esteem starts to take a nosedive. OK, starts very young.

So how do we get off this treadmill, this constant need to feel better than others so that we can feel good about ourselves?

Well that’s where self compassion comes in. OK, self-compassion is not a way of judging ourselves positively, self compassion is a way of relating to ourselves kindly, embracing ourselves as we are, flaws in all.

OK, I actually define self-compassion in my research as having three core components. The first you might say is the most obvious and that is treating ourselves with kindness versus harsh self-judgment. Treating ourselves like we treat a good friend with encouragement, understanding, empathy, patience, gentleness, that if you stop to check in with how we treat ourselves, especially on a bad day when things aren’t going so well, we are often harsher and more cruel to ourselves in the language we use.

We say things for ourselves we would never say to someone we cared about. We say things to ourselves that we probably even wouldn’t say to someone we didn’t like very much. OK, we are often our own worst enemy. So with self compassion we reverse that pattern and start treating ourselves like we treat our good friends.

The second component of self-compassion is common humanity. All right. Where self-esteem asks: how am I different than others, self-compassion says: how am I the same as others and one of the ways we are the same as others: what does it mean to be human? To be human means to be imperfect. All of us, everyone in the entire globe we are imperfect as people and their lives are imperfect. That is the shared human experience.

Often what happens though irrationally when we notice something about ourselves we haven’t reached our goal or we’re struggling in life, we feel as if something has gone wrong here. This is abnormal, this shouldn’t be this way. I shouldn’t be failing to reach my goals. And it’s that feeling of abnormality — a separation from others that is so psychologically damaging, we make it so much worse by feeling we’re isolated in our suffering in our imperfection, when in fact that’s precisely what connects us to other people.

And then the third component of self-compassion is mindfulness. Mindfulness means being with what is in the present moment. And we need to be able to turn toward, acknowledge, validate and accept the fact that we are suffering in order to give ourselves compassion.

Now actually oftentimes we aren’t aware of our own suffering, especially when that suffering comes from our own harsh self-criticism. We get so lost in the role of self critics, so identified with it, so identified with the part of ourselves in the back of straights and you are wrong you should have done better that we don’t even notice the incredible pain we’re causing ourselves. And if we don’t notice what we’re doing to ourselves with a harsh self-criticism, we can’t give yourself the compassion we need.

So you might be asking: why do we do it? Self criticism, we know it’s painful; why do we do it? Well, we’ve actually found in research there’s a lot of reasons for self critical but the number one reason is that we believe we need our self criticism to motivate ourselves, that if we are too kind to ourselves, we will be self-indulgent and lazy.

OK, so the question is: Is it true? Is it true? Actually the research shows just the opposite. Self-criticism undermines our motivation and here’s why: When we criticize ourselves we are tapping into our bodies’ threat defense system, the reptilian brain. OK, this system evolved so that if there was a threat to our physical person we would release adrenaline and cortisol and prepare for the fight or flight response.

The system evolved for threats to our actual bodily self but in modern times typically the threat is not to our actual selves but to our self concept. So when we think a thought about ourselves that we don’t like that some imperfection, we feel threatened. And so we attack the problem: meaning, we attack ourselves.

And with self criticism it’s a double whammy because we are both the attacker and the attacked. So self-criticism releases a lot of cortisol if you are constant self-critic, you have constantly high levels of stress and eventually the body to protect itself will shut itself down and become depressed in order to deal with all the stress. And as we know depression is not exactly the best motivational mind state. All right.

Luckily we aren’t just reptiles, we’re also mammals. OK, there’s another way we can feel safe and that is by tapping into the mammalian caregiving system. What’s unique about mammals is they are born very immature which means the system had to be evolved in which the infant would want to stay close next to the mother and stay safe, which means our bodies are programmed to respond to warmth, gentle touch, and soft vocalizations. So when we give ourselves compassion, the research shows we actually reduce our cortisol levels and release oxytocin and opiates which are the feel-good hormones.

And when we feel safe and comforted, we are in the optimal mind state to do our best. And it’s actually very easy to see when we think about how to best motivate our children. So let’s say there is a father whose son comes home from high school with a failing math grade.

The father has two different ways to try to motivate his child. The first is with harsh criticism. The son comes in, shows to father the math grade and the father says, ‘I’m ashamed of you. What a loser! You’ll never amount to anything’. Does that make you cringe? Yes, isn’t that often precisely the type of language we use with ourselves and what’s going to happen to that son? Will he try harder? Well, yes he will for the short term but eventually he’s going to lose faith in himself. He’s going to become depressed and he will become afraid of failure and probably give up math because the consequences of failing again are just too dire.

But what if the father takes a compassionate approach? The son shows him the failing math grade and the father says, uhh, ouch, wow, you must be hurting. I’m sorry. Hey give me a hug. I still love you. It happens to everyone. But I know you want to get your math grades up because you want to go to college. Here’s what compassion says: what can I do to help? How can I support you? And the more encouraging loving compassionate the father is the better placed emotionally the sun will be in to do his best.

And luckily, a research strongly supports everything I’ve been saying. The last few years especially have seen a sharp uptick in the number of research studies conducted on self compassion. And the bottom line is unequivocally self compassion is very strongly related to mental well-being. It’s strongly related to less depression, less anxiety, less stress, less perfectionism. It’s equally strongly related to positive states like happiness, like life satisfaction. And it’s linked to greater motivation, taking greater self responsibility, making healthier lifestyle choices. It is also linked to having more sense of connectedness with others, better interpersonal relationships.

We’ve also done some research comparing directly self esteem and self compassion. And what we find, what you can say, is that self-compassion offers the benefits of self-esteem without the pitfalls. So it’s associated with strong mental health but it’s not associated with narcissism or constant social comparison or ego defensive aggression. It also provides a much more stable sense of self-worth than self-esteem does, because it’s there for you precisely when you fail. Just when self esteem deserts you self-compassion steps in and gives you a sense of being valuable, not because you’ve reached some standard, or you’ve judged yourself positively, that because you are a human being worthy of love in that moment. And again this is something I really know from my personal life.

The greatest challenge I’ve faced in my life so far was when my son Rowland was diagnosed with autism. And luckily when he was diagnosed I had a long practices of compassion under my belt. So when I first got the diagnosis I felt incredible grief, I even felt some shame. And it was very hard to feel that to admit that to myself because how can I feel grief about this child who I love more than anyone else in the world? The thing is I was feeling that and I knew that what I needed at that moment was to embrace how difficult it was and the more I could embrace my own grief, the more quickly I moved through it and then the more able I was to turn toward him and accept and love him for who he was.

It also helped me over and over again in the heat of the moment. So as you may know one issue with autistic children especially when they’re young is they can throw very terrible tantrums. So imagine being on a plane to England, this is a true story, we’re almost four years old. I don’t know what set him off but he throws a doozy of attention, flailing, screaming. Everyone on that plane looking at us like they wish we were dead. He’s four years old, he looks normal, people are thinking what’s wrong with this kid? Why is he acting this way? And what’s wrong with his mother? Why can’t she control her child? Okay, lots of fear. What do I do? What do I do?

Jumping out the window sadly wasn’t an option. So okay I know I’ll take him to the bathroom, I can try to comfort him there, maybe it will muffle the screams. So I’m kind of taking this four-year-old flailing child to the bathroom which was of course occupied.

So imagine being in that little space outside the bathroom door with this tantruming child and I knew in that moment the only refuge I had was self compassion. So I put my hands over my heart and I tried to comfort him but I was mainly focusing on myself. This is so hard right now, ‘Darling, I’m so sorry, you’re going through this but I’m here for you’. And you know what it got me through. And by allowing myself to be open-hearted toward myself I could remain open hearted to Rowan.

People sometimes think self compassion is self-indulgent, or selfish, it’s not, because the more we’re able to keep our hearts open to ourselves the more we have available to give to others. So I would like to invite you to try to be more compassionate to yourself especially as women you know how to do it, you know how to be a good friend, you know what to say to comfort someone when they are in need. You just have to remember to be a good friend to yourself. It’s easier than you think and it really could change your life. And that’s why I think self compassion is an idea worth spreading.

Thank you.

Want a summary of this talk? Here it is.

SUMMARY:

Kristin Neff’s TEDx Talk, “The Space Between Self-Esteem and Self-Compassion,” is a compelling exploration of the transformative power of self-compassion. Neff, a self-compassion advocate and researcher, shares her personal journey and insights into why self-compassion is vital for mental well-being and personal growth. Here are the key points from her talk:

1. Personal Revelation: Neff became interested in self-compassion during a challenging period in her life when she was dealing with a messy divorce and the stress of completing her PhD. She discovered self-compassion through meditation and realized the importance of treating herself with kindness and care.

2. The Problem with Self-Esteem: Neff distinguishes between self-esteem and self-compassion. Self-esteem involves evaluating oneself as good or bad and often leads to the pursuit of feeling special or above average, which can result in narcissism and unhealthy social dynamics.

3. The Downside of Self-Criticism: Self-criticism, a common approach to self-esteem, can undermine motivation and increase stress by triggering the body’s threat defense system, leading to high cortisol levels and potentially depression.

4. The Three Components of Self-Compassion: Neff defines self-compassion as having three core components. First, it involves treating oneself with kindness and reducing harsh self-judgment. Second, it recognizes the common humanity in our imperfections, acknowledging that being imperfect is a shared human experience. Finally, it incorporates mindfulness, which means being aware of our suffering and being present with it.

5. The Role of Mammalian Caregiving: Neff emphasizes that humans are mammals and respond positively to warmth, gentle touch, and soft vocalizations. Self-compassion activates this caregiving system, reducing cortisol levels and releasing feel-good hormones like oxytocin and opiates.

6. Self-Compassion Promotes Optimal Motivation: Neff argues that self-compassion fosters better motivation and personal growth. She illustrates this by comparing two approaches a father can take when his child brings home a failing math grade: harsh criticism versus a compassionate response. Compassion encourages better outcomes and resilience.

7. Research Supports Self-Compassion: Recent research strongly supports the positive impact of self-compassion on mental well-being. It is associated with lower levels of depression, anxiety, and stress, as well as higher levels of happiness, life satisfaction, and healthier lifestyle choices. Self-compassion also leads to improved interpersonal relationships.

8. Stability of Self-Worth: Self-compassion offers the benefits of self-esteem without its pitfalls. It provides a stable sense of self-worth, especially in moments of failure or self-doubt, by emphasizing the inherent value of being human.

9. Personal Example: Neff shares her experience of using self-compassion when her son was diagnosed with autism. She highlights how it helped her navigate the challenges, overcome grief and shame, and provide unconditional love and support to her child.

10. Self-Compassion Is Not Self-Indulgent: Neff dispels the notion that self-compassion is selfish or self-indulgent. Instead, she emphasizes that being kind to oneself allows individuals to have more compassion to offer others.

In summary, Kristin Neff’s TEDx Talk on self-compassion underscores its significant impact on mental well-being, motivation, and personal growth. She encourages everyone, particularly women, to treat themselves with the same kindness and understanding they extend to others, ultimately making the case that self-compassion is an idea worth spreading.

Related Posts

• Transcript of Why Do Our Brains Love Music? – Dr. John Rehner Iversen
• Transcript of Pope Leo XIV Remarks To U.S. Audience For First Time In Chicago
• Transcript of Angela Duckworth’s Commencement Speech to 2025 Penn GSE Graduates
• Transcript of Jay Shetty’s Princeton University Class Day Commencement Speech
• Transcript of Maggie Rogers’ 2025 Commencement Speech At NYU Tisch School of the Arts