Meet Yourself: A User’s Guide to Building Self-Esteem: Niko Everett (Transcript)

Niko Everett

Full transcript of leadership coach & strategist Niko Everett’s TEDx Talk: Meet Yourself: A User’s Guide to Building Self-Esteem at TEDxYouth@BommerCanyon conference.


Niko Everett – Leadership Coach & Strategist 

I was 11 years old, and I was rubbing makeup all over my legs to cover up my freckles, because I hated them, and I thought they were so ugly.

I was 15, and I lived with my dad and my stepmom, and I lied about my mom. I lied about her, because she was a waitress, and she lived in a tiny apartment. And because she was a recovering drug addict, I lied about her because I was too ashamed to tell the truth.

I was 17. And I was down on my knees on a bathroom floor. And I was forcing myself to throw up everything that I’d eaten that morning. I was desperate to be thin; I was trying so hard to be perfect.

I was 21, and I didn’t even realize what I was doing. But I was droning on and on to my friend Julie, telling her about all the people we knew and how great they were, and how amazing their lives were, and how much I wanted to be like them, how jealous I was.

And my dear friend Julie, she stopped me, and she said, “Niko, you need to meet yourself.”

And when she said that to me, it was like something changed. It was like she held a mirror up for me. And what she was showing me was so different from what I’d ever seen before.

She said, “Niko, you should be jealous of yourself. You’re gutsy; you’re hard-working; you’re resilient. If you could meet yourself, you might really like her.”

But as quickly as she painted that image of me, it was gone.

And I was totally confused because I see myself as embarrassing, unlovable, awkward. But I loved that image that she created, and I wanted it back.

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So I set out on this journey to find it and to try to make it stick. So eventually, I landed myself a job, working with young women. My job was to create a program for them to help them increase their self-esteem, which, of course, was kind of laughable because I had no self-esteem myself.

But I started to wonder — I started to wonder: Could we create our own self-esteem? Could we build it ourselves?

And I did a little research, and it turns out that self-esteem – it’s just based on our own thoughts of ourselves. And I knew that we could control our own thoughts, so I thought, “Yeah. Maybe we could actually start to build our own self-esteem,” and I was willing to try.

So the first session I had with these girls, I had no idea what to do. I mean, I’ve never done this before, so I was totally making it up.

So I decided I was going to have them each say one thing that they were proud of about themselves. We were going to test out this idea of starting to build more positive thoughts about ourselves. It didn’t go so well.

These girls, they couldn’t say one single thing about themselves that they were proud of. And I understood because I totally related, I mean, I felt the same way.

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